abandoned and lost
here in the vague outlines of energy
passing through my being
as whispered words
forsaken ideals repel down my heart
into my stomach as terrible weight
pulling me down
crashing me to the ground as I
long for more than simple words to comfort
desolate here in this fool paradise
where nothing taken at face value adheres
all coming away pushing me further into myself
what is becomes unreal
what never was solidifies into tangibles
I seduce these deceptions
these atrocious meaningless words
into some rational meaning that only I understand
so inept
so lacking in fundamental ways
I partition my heart like a fool
wearily constructing wall after wall
I become lost in that maze
forever seeking a way out
escape or surrender
until nothing is left of me inside














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"Would that I were a fig you would know my insides were soft and voluptuous, that you might partake of my flesh and eat"
Lady Kellington of Yore (from :iconMaliceah: gallery)
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It is inhumane, in my opinion, to force people who have a genuine medical need for coffee to wait in line behind people who apparently view it as some kind of recreational activity.
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